The Chimeras Library
Date Last Updated: 5 November 2022
Below is a list of categories
and traits regarding how we exist as a system.
System Type:
Our system as we
exist fit several categories used within the plural community.
- Multiple System
– A multiple
refers to a type of plural in which there is a marked presence of more than one
distinct and separate persons within a system. Those who are a part of our
system have a lot of individuality (our own names, ages, genders, opinions,
senses of self, personal interests, and so on). This is the way in which we
experience our own plurality.
- Diagnosed – In November 2010 we were diagnosed
with Dissociative Disorder Not Otherwise Specified (DDNOS). In the years since then,
we've developed into a system that is no longer re-diagnosable as we have put
an end to our dissociative amnesia and have put an end to any distress we
caused each other when we would not work together. (No longer meet two of the
criteria for DID and one criterion for OSDD.) Our once disordered state has
shaped who we are today as it has forged our strong convictions on cooperation
and communication being extremely important to us within our system.
- Functional
System – A
state in which a system’s members can live together and not experience distress
due to their plurality. An alternative goal in therapy for those who need it.
Our system chose the path of living together as a group rather than seeking
means to become a singlet. With a lot of personal work, we have learned how to
cooperate, communicate, trust, and share with each other and thus going from
clinically disordered to not being so.
- Gateway – A gateway is when it is believed/experienced that the headspace
is another reality or dimension that is connected to a body in this world/Earth,
and that headmates are simply controlling the body to interact in this reality.
This is how we view and experience our inner world verses our relationship with
our physical human body. We debate amongst ourselves on how literal or
metaphorical this experience is, but that is how the experience is perceived by
us.
- A System That
Is Part Of A “Cluster” – We use the term cluster for ourselves to refer to an experience we
have. We have our system where we, obviously, are connected to a human body in
this reality. However, we also perceive our system to be connected to something
greater. For us, along with our innerworld obviously being connected to this
human body, our innerworld also has a connection to a few other different
perceived realities where another system and another body exists. So, through
our innerworld our system is connected with and we interact with a few other
systems who have their own bodies and such. We’ve taken to calling our
collective grouping of system a “cluster” and we have named ourselves the
Maelstrom.
System Structure:
Every system is
structured differently. Here are some of the variables that make up how we
function as a system.
- Three Hosts – We use host to refer to someone who “owns” the body
more than anyone else, have the strongest connection to the body, and who front
the most out of anyone in the system. Our system has three hosts: Ocean
Watcher, Sky Singer, and Earth Listener.
- Large Numbers – Our system is part of a very large
cluster. As far as people our own system currently consider members, the number
is over 50 but that number only consists of people who can front with the body.
(Only a small portion of those 50-ish people front very regularly, however.) If
we include persons who are residents of our innerworld (but not “members” of
our system), that brings the number up to over 200 and more.
- Nonhuman – Most of our system are nonhuman.
Most of us are nonhuman animals that exist or once existed on Earth. Those left
are mostly either mythical or fictional beasts. A small handful are plants. The
handful of humans in our system could be better described as
"posthuman" as they developed some sense of nonhumanity after being
in our system for some time.
-
Co-consciousness – Co-consciousness
is where two or more members of a system are aware of what is going on around
their physical body (whether they are fronting or not) and are aware of each
other’s presence. Our system gained co-consciousness after a lot of work to put
an end to our issues of losing time when switching. Thanks to being
co-conscious, we no longer have blackouts between us even when switching.
- Singlet Persona
– Our system
maintains a persona of being singlet around people we are not out to about
being plural. This singlet persona is something we often also call our
"Mask." It is a persona anyone fronting takes on when around most
people and includes things such as going by our body's name, a certain tone of
voice and way of speaking, and so on.
- Multi-Layer
Inner Worlds – Our internal
existence has a complex inner world with many parts to it. There is what we do
call our innerworld, which takes the form of a whole planet with biomes and so
on. But our existence also consists of several “realms” we can travel to. One
being a place that is a visual manifestation of Front and our connection to
this physical body, and another being a manifestation of our memories and such
in the form of a giant library, among others.
Origins: We are mixed-origin. Our
plurality’s existence is not dependent on a single catalyst. Rather we exist
due to a number of circumstances reverberating off one another in a cascade
building up the state of our plurality as it is today.
- Neurodivergence
– Our neurodivergence
influenced our brain to develop plurality.
- Soul Pluralism – Our body was born with more than one soul in it leading
to plurality.
- Trauma-caused
Dissociation – Trauma and other negative factors directly messed with our identity development
leading to plurality.
- Soul-Splitting – Trauma led to a soul splitting
into two or more souls leading to plurality.
- Maladaptive Daydreaming
Created – Negative
childhood events pushed us to have maladaptive daydreaming as a means of coping.
This led to the creation of tulpas/thoughtforms due to putting so much focus on
certain characters that they gained a life of their own.
- Intentionally Created
– We took an
interest in the topic of created entities from the pagan and occult communities
which led to the conscious creation of a few individuals which added to our
plurality.
- Wandering
Spirits Joining – Our animistic practices include long-term spirit possession and housing/taking
care of spirits (of the dead).
-
Ambiguous – There are aspects of our plurality that have transpired that do not easily fit
into an already listed category and we haven't quite pin-pointed a way of
describing those aspects yet.
- Unknown – There
are aspects of our plurality that make us believe there is more to us than we
have yet discovered.
People We Seem To Attract: We've
come to realize that certain types of individuals arrive in our system more
often than others. There are a handful of common trends that apply to many of us.
(Not everyone fits one or all these types, but most of us do.)
- Nonhumans – The most obvious trend is the high
likelihood of people who join our system are nonhuman. Because of our animistic
practices and religion, we interact with many nonhuman animal spirits who have
passed away and sometimes a spirit will choose to stay with us rather than pass
on. But even those who we did not first meet because of our religious practices
are very often nonhuman.
- Unfulfilled
Lives – A
large portion of people in our system, those with past-lives anyway, are those
whose lives ended without them feeling fully fulfilled in some important way.
Sometimes its “unfinished business” kinds of situations but more often its
people who had to hide critical aspects of who they are while they were alive
and desired a chance to be themselves for a change.
- The Outcasts – Another large portion of people in
our system with past-lives, lived lives where they felt alone and adrift
without a place or family to call home. They were the outcast in some way;
often labeled or considered monstrous or broken by their society.
- Bookworms – While not as extremely common as
the former three, a sizeable number of people who end up being part of our
system, regardless of origins, tend to be of a bookish or scholarly-inclined
type as far as their interests or even professions tend to align. Even if they
didn't read (or, more often, couldn't read due to their nonhuman species) they
often have personalities that seem to incline them toward enjoying learning,
knowledge, history, and stories in some form or another.